Distant Love

U and me lie at a faraway distance

near yet so far from each other's existence

unspoken unheard words galore

bursting in my heart to out all it pour

 

The day does'nt end and the night seems so long

endless wandering thoughts in my mind that with you belong

The touch the feel the prolonged gazing

miss the moments all so amazing

 

Craving for you my soul feels unrest

as I watch the sun go down the west

Another day has gone and here comes the dusk

slowly spreading the darkness all so bursque

 

The wait is not over as a new day the night has borne

and again I'll swallow the pain ungone

Happy with tears and sad with a smile

I wait for you to come to me across a thousand mile

Lessons in LOVE.....

What u were?

An unknown man who walked into my life

Leaving me full of love all rife

A thought, a voice, a feeling deep within

Wished taws’ all that had been

What u left?

A ripped heart with a shattered soul

And a crashed life on the whole

Weeping eyes and sleepless nights

Between the heart and mind a thousand fights

What u became?

A person I loved

A dream I always lived

A memory deep in my heart

A pain too sweet to depart

What u taught?

Falling in love is not that tough

And all the love in the heart is never enough
Until the day you are alive

Love is the thing that helps you thrive

Just Love u again...

You came as a breath of fresh air

wen life was damaged and needed repair

and u made my every dream come true

filling it with all of the rainbow's hue

I felt so glad and my heart skipped a beat

and i danced with my happy feet

I hardly cared and it really didnt matter

if u loved me or jst i felt so and did myself flatter

We fought, we cried, we loved each other somedays

and it was no use how hard we tried to just part ways

what is the thing dat binds us is still a mystery

and its not easy to say all dat we had between us is history

How can we forget all those happy moments we had

just bcoz today situations are bad

there may be some way to forget the feelings forlorn

and stick together pages of our life torn

I dont know how and i dont know if ever we will

be together and the void in our lives fill

I have to get rid forever of this pain

and the only way is dat I just love u again.....

Drift Away.......

I stood gazing at the sky as if searching something

And deep inside me I felt a longing

The sky was full with stars that shone bright

Accompanying the lovely lonely night

What I felt was still unclear

Was it love, remorse or fear?

But one thing I sure learned

Whatever it was it indeed less pained

All the tears I cried no more exist

And the memories I hung on to no more persist

Erasing all that I had with u was not easy

Slowly but surely is gone all d frenzy

Time sure does heal the wound

And buries it deep in the heart underground

Though it dwells deep within

It no longer resurfaces to fit in

Gone is the pain and the pretence

Of last few of my love’s instance

I still gaze at the sky and now ponder

How I fell for u smile n just wonder.

IF ONLY.....

I wish I had the words to tell u how I feel
How life wud have been different if I had u near
Just a soothing touch of yours could heal
N wipe off my brimming tear

If I could scribble my feelings to let u know
How much on earth you mattered to me
If only you could feel the flow
Of love dat filled me with glee

If only you could see the tears that I hid
By wearing a fake smile
U sure would have loved me kid
By goin an extra mile

If only u cud sense my heart’s joy
When u held me close
And see me cuddle lyk a child
Into ur arms wid a curly pose

If only you could see the love that I showered upon
Those days when u were sad and alone
U wudnt hav left me and moved on
Knowing that I had just loneliness to own

If only u didnt promise dat u’ll be there
Today tomorrow and everyday
I wud have lived somehow believing dat life was fair
Without cursing that my fate did me betray

Now that u r gone
I am still learning how to survive
Far from the world I still mourn
Reclusive and alone

Strong I was with a brave heart
And I won’t let u break me
I’ll have a fresh start
And I’ll start living happily

One day u’ll be out of my life
And I’ll be myself again
I’ll stop hurting myself with a knife
And back me I will regain.

The I in ME

I stood by the sea watching the sun set

a day had ended for a new dawn to beget

So many things had changed some old some new

But hardly did I notice all but few

I wish I had the leisure to see them all

A long night by the beach to myself enthrall

It started raining n a lovely smell rose

And to drench myself in it I chose

Drops of rain touched me through

Within myself me I did pursue

I searched me for I missed myself a lot

Long lost and had long forgot

Sitting in a corner with her head bent low

I saw a girl standing up slow

How come u took so long and how could u forget

I waited for u from dawn till sunset

I am sorry I said for I did

Something which u had always forbid

I should have never left u alone

In this world inhuman and unknown

But im glad I found u at last

And all the bad things now are buried in the past

For I have learnt to love you more

And you are the one to heal my wounds sore

The rain had stopped leaving me soaked

My mind seemed fresh and thoughts unblocked

Eyes wide shut I smiled with glee

Finally I had found the lost I in ME

Sorry Again...

Written by one of my frnz...

All I wanted is to say I like you and Refrain,
But I still can’t forget you,
And I am sorry again.

Desired to hate what I had loved,
And forget what together we sang,
Desired colors to disappear from life,
And hide out my heart,
But every blink off my eyes tears sprang.

All I wanted is to repress the pain,
But I still can’t forget you,
And I am sorry again.

Desired you would have never met,
And never our ways had a cross,
Desired not to be appreciated,
And be loved so much,
But every second past I felt your loss.

All I wanted is these blues to drain,
But I still can’t forget you,
And I am sorry again.

Desired not to worship your beauty,
And ignore your innocence,
Desired Sun not to raise, Moon to fade,
And sweet Winds to stop,
But every breeze around brought me your fragrance.

All I wanted is to say I love you and Refrain,
But I still can’t forget you,
And I am sorry again.